Dear L...

Dear L,

You are possibly one of the luckiest people I know. They said if you'd been in a bigger car then that's it, kaput, you wouldn't have survived. Even though I haven't known you for that long, I'd still be pretty screwed up from it. I just can't believe you can still smile and make jokes, and laugh about the fact that you have screws in your feet, a fucked up ear and skin grafts. That's inspirational.

I just think that I would have deserved it more than you did. You're pretty, sociable and incredibly clever: you don't deserve to have your life fucked up like this. On the other hand, this miserable let-down of a girl (i.e. me, hi there) would have deserved it more - it wouldn't get in the way of any kind of social life, less people would have to get lifts to a hospital to see her and her A levels are fucked already, so nothing new there. Blargh.

I'm coming to see you again ASAP L, promise.
Get well soon.

Love j.x